The first time my "ability" manifested itself was about a week after my sixteenth birthday. I was in my bathroom cause I was hiding from my old man, he drinks a lot and when he does he gets violent I remember I was feeling really angry scared and scared , I started to shake and I looked in the mirror I saw my eyes had turned black entirely, and then I passed out. When I woke up I couldn't remember what happened, I noticed there was a couple of holes in some walls around my house and I also saw my old man passed out against a wall. At least I thought he passed out because of how drunk he was, but I noticed that blood was coming out of his head, so I called 911.The doctors said it looked like someone hit him with a metal bat, he was busted up kind of bad. But I knew what happened, I knew I was responsible for what happened. My "ability" is nothing more then a curse to me. Long story short I now live with in foster care. So if anyone wants to talk just go for it, most of you boys and girls know me as Feral from chat by the way. Okay, Peace out.
UPDATE-So its been like two months since I came here. Seeing as how when ever my curse shows itself I can't remember what happens while it's active. So I've done some "things" where I could find out more about my Feral Mind. In short, I've since discovered the following- I can break handcuffs, survive a seven story fall, and punch a junked car door denting it. Well that's all I got for now so talk to you guys and gals later. Be good and be safe.
ANOTHER UPDATE-Don't know how long its been, lost track of time now. So recently it seems I've been hearing and seeing things a lot better. I wonder if this could be a byproduct of my Feral Mind. The hearing and seeing to my knowledge is only while my Feral Mind is inactive, though it is possible that my sight and hearing is like that while it is active too. I suppose that's it...talk to you all later, peace out.
FERAL UPDATE-Wow been away for awhile so hope I diden't miss too much. But things have changed for me quite a bit since I departed. My senses of hearing, sight, and smell have increased to unique levels. Also my sense of balance seems to be enhanced as well. I belive this is all because my Feral side is giving me this. Some sort of self preservation technique. And as for Feral himself, well me and him have a bit of an understanding now I guess. He still comes out on his own accord, useually when "danger" is coming my way or when he so chooses to emerge for his own reason. Though I can't bring him out on command I've figured ways to try and bring him out. But I still rather him stay locked up inside me so I try not to reley on him for anything. So lets go over this one more time, my main ability is Feral Mind. Because of that ability I have byprouduct abilities includeing enhanced hearing, sight, smell, and balance. So thats the update, catch you later kids.
Comments
is this for real sorry hard
is this for real sorry hard to believe
?!
well, sorry to break it to you...it is VERY real. 2 bad you havent gotten better control, instinct. you should accept it and embrace it.
yeah
Yeah i have feral mind too but i dont black out mines like way different then yours
That sounds scary...Have you
That sounds scary...Have you learned how to control it yet?
I think i have the
I think i have the samething. like when i get pissed off i kinda just black out
lol
So if you got control of your powers, you would be like a mini Hancock
ah!
^^ awww, long lost friends reunited again ^^
No power...
You're just an angry kid who has mood swings.
???
YOUR A MOOD SWING!!!! ^.^
~Suicide is man's way of telling God, "You can't fire me - I quit."~
Feral u basterd
So ur like part demon or something, btw did u live in the lil wolf in schnecksville?, its a trailer park
Feral says what now?
mmmm yeah i use to live there? why?? (btw yeah, it is like a demon XD lol)
~Suicide is man's way of telling God, "You can't fire me - I quit."~
Feral u @#!
thats freakin insane lol, i live above little wolf in the (rich houses)
*grins*
Though sometimes i wish i was dead ^^
suicide
yeah i tried it to, but i kept thinking about the people that love me and how i would hurt them if i took my self away from them. i've tried taking shiz load of pills andcutting myself till i bled to death and even drowning myself(that didn't work at all) so i just gave up if i die, i die thats the way it is
meep
Yeah, plenty of ways to do it, just gotta find what suits you i guess XD well good to hear your not tryin to do it anymore, not really a great soultion to problems >.<
~Suicide is man's way of telling God, "You can't fire me - I quit."~
ha
nice ability- so did you try to commit suicide when you "fell" off the building
damn girl XD
Just jump right into the suicide thing don't you? lol. Yeah i kinda sorta hate life XD tried to do it a number of ways but just never seems to work >.<
~Suicide is man's way of telling God, "You can't fire me - I quit."~
feral mind
so feral minded is kinda like multiple personality disorder, but more intense?
sure, why not
meh, i suppose thats a simple way of putting it ^.^
~Suicide is man's way of telling God, "You can't fire me - I quit."~
Kinda same here
I didn't really pay attention to my eyes but there is shaking and when i'm in it it's like sureal parts i don't remember parts that i do are dream like but when i gained a kinda a control over my body to turn it off it was like a felt all of my muscles moving and i was shaking it freaked me out so i learned not to get mad only to protect myself but if there is away to control please i wanna know
umm...
i've seen people with your situtation....it's hard to explain, but basically if you cld master this ability you wld be untouchable, but dangerous as well and trust me not easy to fight *shakes head* but if you want help I can help you control it somewhat just enough to where it dsn't happen at random and you can keep it uncontrol
Sure
Dude if you got ideas I'm listening d^.^b
feral mind
so are you like, stronger or fiercer when you are 'Feral'
That would be so cool if you could switch it on & off....(:
alright
*nods* alright then i'll help you...but warning you this may take a long time
Not an issue
Time is one thing I got.
awesome
dude thats freakin awesome if you could control you would totally be untouchable. sorry about foster care, its probably one big hell
yow
thx >.<
Could be worse i suppose >.< might as well enjoy it foster care cause im here anyways XD and damn if control comes along you guys wont even hear from me agian XD not because im gonna become a super hero or something but because I would be trying to learn how to juggle so i can juggle cars XD jk ^.^
Now THAT'S Interesting.
that's one hell of a power to have. If you could ever learn to control that, you'd be set.
If you think everything's possible, I invite you to try slamming a revolving door.
thx i guess XD
well i doubt control is really an option for me XD but thx ^.^
new siggy
Nevermind
i think i got it
=]
Bloody Hell ;]
=]
Bloody Hell ;]
Oi.
Oi, Oi.
Everyone bugger off, you all know Ferals mine ;)
x x x x
lol, you know it babe XD XD
lol, you know it babe XD XD
Greetings.
I find myself enthralled by you.
Your abilities...I can tell they are real. Your one of the only people, who I doubt is joking. Do you often feel attached to simple things...like water/food or your possesions.
or,
do you tend to like being outdoors or in the woods.
Holy
Holy crap dude, I heard about you!
lol, looks like i get around
lol, looks like i get around more then your local hooker XD
Instinct. Sabrielle told me
Instinct. Sabrielle told me about you. We have similar abilities.
OMG
YOUR THAT DUDE WHO JUMPED OFF THAT BUILDING.
XD
thank you Angel XD last time i tell you things :P ttyl hun ^.^
OMG
YOUR THAT DUDE WHO JUMPED OFF THAT BUILDING.
Congratulations.
Out of 910 PAS's. Yours is on the top of the list. Which means your PAS has had the most reads out of 910.
AWESOME
o bitchin sweet ^.^ thx bro,ttyl
Debunker
Umm...I hate to break it to ya, but you might have MPD.Multiple Personality Disorder.You also may have been really confused before another personality took over, causing you to believe you had red/black eyes.
However...
with multiple personality disorder, people dont seem to really be aware of their alters.
k?
...mkay? well cool beans to you ^.^
I think we might be similar.
I think we might be similar.
hey
glad to see you decided to make an account,hope to talk to you agian soon ^.^