my grandpa just died on tuesday from a heartattack that is now the second family member dead from a heartattack the first was my mom

i can sometimes move things with my mind. i can read thoughts and send them. sometimes can manipulate people. also healing

I knew it was gonna be hard, but i never knew it was gonna be this tough. School, high school, is a pool of over emotional teenagers. I try to block that out but its hard, i'm learning though. It's hard trying not to do something, especially when you were doing it a long time, it's habitual. I'm learning but eventually it'll be okay :] I think

I have already given my theory on the source of telekinesis in a previous blog post, but im struggling to find the source of ESP.  how can a person's mind know the future?  the future hsn't happened yet and is undetirmined!  to an aspiring scientist the concept of ESP is moronic, but i know that it's true.  i just dont know how.